Don't you love it

[avyrex]

A friend of mine posted one of those annoying chain-letter like things, as almost everyone on my friend list does, but this one hit pretty close to home.

I'm sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you when I'm ready
then just screw you
like some random guy
who leaves you feeling used.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date.

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to pick up the phone when I call you

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can't ever do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I back you up when everyone was talking shit about you...

I'm sorry
For making you happy when your sad, and when happy you leave...

I'm Sorry

That i cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different, but stay with the jerk who hurts you so bad.

I'm sorry
that I supported your every dream and idea of how life should be.

I'm sorry
that I was at every family event even blowing off my own so that I can be apart of your family

I'm sorry
if I ever put your feelings and wants above mine

I'm sorry
that I told my friends that I would much rather spend time with you than hang out with them

I'm sorry
that I actually thought if I gave it 100% and commited to this relationship that you'll give 25% back

im sorry
that i actually cared enough to sit back and watch you act a fool and not let some jerk put his hands on you because he wanted you

i'm sorry
that i thought that you actually cared