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RRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I really really need a new way to let out all of my frustration. I had an excellent day at work today, which was great because it took my mind off of things that are not so excellent. I wish that for just one day the world could be perfect for me, or I could be perfect for the world. It will never happen though. Perfection doesn't last, it is a moment, and in that moment, everything is just right. But as all moments do, it passes, and you are left with just the memory. I wish that I could have millions and millions of perfect moments, but it doesn't happen. Nobody gets that lucky. Really though, things are pretty good for me, its just this one thing that is bothering me...and its not even so bad. It just gives me a feeling deep in my gut sometimes to let me know that this isn't right, and in the back of my head, I know I shouldn't be stupid, but sometimes I am. Oh well...I am sure none of you have a clue what I am rambling on about so I think I am just going to stop and save you the confusement.