"That sex was so good I'm hearing different languages!"
Okay so maybe ya kinda had to be there to understand the humor of that quote... but it was damn funny. That was definitely one of the oddest responses I've ever gotten. LOL So, I ditched my PRISM meeting the other night. Apparently I didn't miss that much though. I ran into some members and they asked me why I wasn't at the meeting. Hmmmm sex or PRISM... that's a tough one. I spent alot of time debating it... about .3 seconds. LOL So yeah, yet again I found myself skipping out on my club for a girl. Only differences, this year I'm not president and I kinda get a lil bit more outta this girl. LOL I woke up yesterday and reluctantly got out of bed. As I was walking to Conn Hall I saw that I had 3 voicemails. Okay yeah let's call me at 3:30 in the morning cuz that's the cool thing to do. Typical. But on the other ones she was like "I'm dying come save me." So I called her and she's like "I know you wanna come pick me up from school and come take a nap with me." Ugh. We were gonna take off to Boston this weekend but we didn't cuz I knew I had class. I passed up going to my favorite place in the world with my favorite girl in the world so that I wouldn't miss class but of course yesterday I skip class for her. So I skipped out on breakfast and drove down to Bridgeport to get her. I had to drive MK to Davis first cuz she was feeling like crap too. Suprisingly, she wasn't going on about how evil Caity is and whatnot. Good times. So I went and got her and we went home and cuddled and napped. I was just thinkin to myself, what the hell am I gonna tell my professor? Oh I'm sorry I didn't come to class, it was just absolutely imperative for me to skip so I could go have a cuddle session with my girlfriend. Yeah no. I figure I'll tell her someone died or something. That works.
So my mom made an appointment for me with the new psychiatrist. Of course she makes it at a time that forces me to miss class. UGH! She told me she filled the psychiatrist in on a bunch of stuff and told her about the Adderall shit. OMFG! I was fuckin pissed! Thanks mom! Way to kill my new connection. Grrr. I was debating whether or not I was gonna start taking it again. Then I was like hmmm might as well make the rehab reservations now. Plus, the possibility of ending up back in the psych ward is quite a scary thought. Well, we'll see how leanient this doctor is and find out what I can get away with. I def wanna get something to help me focus though.
I spent 3 hours over at Resnet yesterday trying to have them figure out why the hell I can't get online from my laptop. Turns out, my laptop is all fucked up. GRRR! That totally ruined my day. Downsides to having a $3,000 computer... they're really expensive to fix. It'd be really cool if daddy got the extended warranty.
I'm goin to see MEST on Friday with Caity, Molly, Katie Taylor, and Becca. I guess Riann's flying up for the show and Barb's goin too cuz they're all friends with MEST and this is their last tour before they break up. So Caity mentioned something about going to the Gold Club after the concert... hmmm. Might be interesting. Only thing is that Molly and Becca would have to go back to Stratford and then we'd have to go all the way back up to Hartford. I dunno how that'll work.
So I guess Caity's supposed to go to Dan's again this weekend cuz it'll be his last weekend home. I walked in his house this past weekend, saw the empty Dubra bottle, heard the stories, and got kinda jealous. I got this really weird feeling being in his house. It was kind of a sad feeling. There have been some really interesting times in that house. Anyway, I dunno how I feel about her goin over there this wkend. She told me how he was like all about her this weekend. (Of course.) I asked her if she had any feelings for him anymore and she said no. I asked her if anything was gonna happen this weekend and she said no. I dunno how much I can believe that though cuz my gut instinct tells me they're gonna hook up. I mean, it'd be awesome if they didn't. But she'll most likely be drinking, and Dan, well... Dan's got this way about him that made it difficult for me to even turn him down (the one time that I did.)I guess he was complaining this weekend that she didn't go upstairs and sleep in bed with him and cuddle with him. I do have to admit that sometimes I miss cuddling with him... he's a good cuddle buddy. Ugh... stop thinking that way. Okay so it's his last weekend home and who knows if he's coming back. I told her that the reason that the idea of them hangin out bothers me is cuz he's trying to get back with her as always, and I know that I still feel something towards him. I mean, he was like the only guy I've ever really let myself fall for, and I got fucked over. Maybe I'm just letting my mind just run. Hopefully.
So my mom made an appointment for me with the new psychiatrist. Of course she makes it at a time that forces me to miss class. UGH! She told me she filled the psychiatrist in on a bunch of stuff and told her about the Adderall shit. OMFG! I was fuckin pissed! Thanks mom! Way to kill my new connection. Grrr. I was debating whether or not I was gonna start taking it again. Then I was like hmmm might as well make the rehab reservations now. Plus, the possibility of ending up back in the psych ward is quite a scary thought. Well, we'll see how leanient this doctor is and find out what I can get away with. I def wanna get something to help me focus though.
I spent 3 hours over at Resnet yesterday trying to have them figure out why the hell I can't get online from my laptop. Turns out, my laptop is all fucked up. GRRR! That totally ruined my day. Downsides to having a $3,000 computer... they're really expensive to fix. It'd be really cool if daddy got the extended warranty.
I'm goin to see MEST on Friday with Caity, Molly, Katie Taylor, and Becca. I guess Riann's flying up for the show and Barb's goin too cuz they're all friends with MEST and this is their last tour before they break up. So Caity mentioned something about going to the Gold Club after the concert... hmmm. Might be interesting. Only thing is that Molly and Becca would have to go back to Stratford and then we'd have to go all the way back up to Hartford. I dunno how that'll work.
So I guess Caity's supposed to go to Dan's again this weekend cuz it'll be his last weekend home. I walked in his house this past weekend, saw the empty Dubra bottle, heard the stories, and got kinda jealous. I got this really weird feeling being in his house. It was kind of a sad feeling. There have been some really interesting times in that house. Anyway, I dunno how I feel about her goin over there this wkend. She told me how he was like all about her this weekend. (Of course.) I asked her if she had any feelings for him anymore and she said no. I asked her if anything was gonna happen this weekend and she said no. I dunno how much I can believe that though cuz my gut instinct tells me they're gonna hook up. I mean, it'd be awesome if they didn't. But she'll most likely be drinking, and Dan, well... Dan's got this way about him that made it difficult for me to even turn him down (the one time that I did.)I guess he was complaining this weekend that she didn't go upstairs and sleep in bed with him and cuddle with him. I do have to admit that sometimes I miss cuddling with him... he's a good cuddle buddy. Ugh... stop thinking that way. Okay so it's his last weekend home and who knows if he's coming back. I told her that the reason that the idea of them hangin out bothers me is cuz he's trying to get back with her as always, and I know that I still feel something towards him. I mean, he was like the only guy I've ever really let myself fall for, and I got fucked over. Maybe I'm just letting my mind just run. Hopefully.