wow. havent written in a while.
ohh kay. so heres whats been going on in my life.
I have a major crush on this cutie. lol. He likes me, i think, and I like him. one problem though. he has a girlfriend. ugh. i dont know. we havent talked in a while though. i thought he didnt like me anymore. he told me he liked me about a month ago. but i dont know. then out of the blue he IMs me yesterday night asking where I was for a while (because I had the stomach flu/flu (ick I know)). But I didnt get to answer him because I was throwing up. So what does that mean? I mean I seen him yesterday with his girlfriend (ick). I mean we dont even talk anymore and he doesnt even look at me anymore. My bffe Britt says I am prettier than her but that just isnt enough. Does that mean he still likes me or what?
I had to re-try-out for cheerleading. I am on J.V again. good thing though. I was so nervous i was going to be on freshman but they didnt make a freshman team. My coach is totally amazing, and was surprisingly understanding that I was sick and missed practice. Yesterday was our first game cheering for basketball. I like cheering for football better. But watching basketball better than football. I know confusing right? I am so stressing because I missed a whole week and our first competiton is january 6th. Its closer than it seems. I have my right splits down though. and almost my right heel strech. I have my scorpion but I'm not a flyer. I'm a back which is wayyyy better than a base.
school is stressing me out. I missed a week and I am so far behind. I should be doing my math homework than on the computer but I always procrastinate, which isnt good. I am going to start once I finish this... I think. lol.
Guys are getting on my nerves. all they want is fucking blowjobs, which is gay because its disgusting. and thats all this one guy keeps asking. and im like haha no.
I dont have a best friend anymore. Since I dont have the time with school and cheerleading and homework inbetween. I barley have the time to breathe!
I think thats all I have to say. If I think of any more I will post another entry.
ily<3
<3Alex
I have a major crush on this cutie. lol. He likes me, i think, and I like him. one problem though. he has a girlfriend. ugh. i dont know. we havent talked in a while though. i thought he didnt like me anymore. he told me he liked me about a month ago. but i dont know. then out of the blue he IMs me yesterday night asking where I was for a while (because I had the stomach flu/flu (ick I know)). But I didnt get to answer him because I was throwing up. So what does that mean? I mean I seen him yesterday with his girlfriend (ick). I mean we dont even talk anymore and he doesnt even look at me anymore. My bffe Britt says I am prettier than her but that just isnt enough. Does that mean he still likes me or what?
I had to re-try-out for cheerleading. I am on J.V again. good thing though. I was so nervous i was going to be on freshman but they didnt make a freshman team. My coach is totally amazing, and was surprisingly understanding that I was sick and missed practice. Yesterday was our first game cheering for basketball. I like cheering for football better. But watching basketball better than football. I know confusing right? I am so stressing because I missed a whole week and our first competiton is january 6th. Its closer than it seems. I have my right splits down though. and almost my right heel strech. I have my scorpion but I'm not a flyer. I'm a back which is wayyyy better than a base.
school is stressing me out. I missed a week and I am so far behind. I should be doing my math homework than on the computer but I always procrastinate, which isnt good. I am going to start once I finish this... I think. lol.
Guys are getting on my nerves. all they want is fucking blowjobs, which is gay because its disgusting. and thats all this one guy keeps asking. and im like haha no.
I dont have a best friend anymore. Since I dont have the time with school and cheerleading and homework inbetween. I barley have the time to breathe!
I think thats all I have to say. If I think of any more I will post another entry.
ily<3
<3Alex