Jul 27, 2006 01:30
I didn't notice this until just recently.
I noticed that I've changed a lot since 7th grade. I used to be so quiet and depressed and junk. But now I'm more out going and happy. Well... most of the time.
I also notice that I hate being judged when people don't even know me or don't even get to try to know me. I also noticed that I even judge people sometimes, when I don't even know them. I think its because everyone does it sometimes. And its baised on what you hear about people too.
I think as myself the same as I've always been, but now that I look at it. I'm diffrent now than when I was in 7th grade. Maybe it was because of the school change. Or maybe because I just feel more comfortable now at Hazel Park than Ferndale. Probably because people at Ferndale thought I had cancer or something. Haha since I didn't go there in 8th grade they probably thought I died or something. Those stupid bitches didn't even know me.
I also noticed that my style has changed too. People thought I was "gothic" or whatever. But now I've relized I'm more of a rocker chick. And thats how I want to be. And thats how I want to say.
Do you know what else is funny?
When I tried out for cheerleading they thought I didn't know that I was trying out to be on the actual team. This girl came up to me and was like " Do you know that by trying out and being here you're actually trying out for the cheerleading team?" Hahah that was pretty funny though because I said yeah and she looked a little dissapointed. I hate those stupid preps that think I'm totally diffrent from them. That I don't have feelings.
One day I'm just going to snap and say " Just because I don't dress like a preppy slut doesn't mean I'm any diffrent." I wonder what they would say then.
Until Next Time.
* Alex *