Thank you. It has been a strange journey for me. About a year ago, I decided I was sick of living the way I was living and decided I needed to do something about it. After a year of therapy, psychiatry, drugs, diets, supplements, etc, I'm actually feeling okay again (ie. Not paranoid and full of self-doubt.) I'm not sure what person or pill did it, but something worked.
Same thing. Kinda just got fed up with shit. Woke up and said. 'I'm going to change this shit.' (sorry for cursing)
And I did. And I got 'better', lost weight, and went on some fucking weird journey myself. That I think isn't over until I die. It feels like a fucking game, just when you think you're 'good'. Something just comes and proves that. 'Hah. You're kidding right?'
And you think long and hard about very stupid shit. But this little thing inside tells you. 'You've been through worse. Toughen up.'
I just. I don't know if it's worth it anymore. I hate fighting this shit. I'm so tired I just want to sleep.
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I don't even know who you are. But you're kinda telling my story.
Which I'm sure it's yours too. but I'm crazy as well.
And I think you're a cool person.
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Like 'Wow, my life is wonderful!'
For example.
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Best of luck to you, as well!
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Same thing. Kinda just got fed up with shit. Woke up and said. 'I'm going to change this shit.' (sorry for cursing)
And I did. And I got 'better', lost weight, and went on some fucking weird journey myself. That I think isn't over until I die. It feels like a fucking game, just when you think you're 'good'. Something just comes and proves that. 'Hah. You're kidding right?'
And you think long and hard about very stupid shit. But this little thing inside tells you. 'You've been through worse. Toughen up.'
I just. I don't know if it's worth it anymore. I hate fighting this shit. I'm so tired I just want to sleep.
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