Sick
I really hate people right now...everone keeps giving me shit for caring so much for this one friend i have! "You know you are in love with him, and you want to date" im fuckin sick of it! Yes it is true that i care about him but i am in no way "IN LOVE" with him. People just cant understand how two peoples of the oppsite sex can be as close as we are and not be sexualy involved. I know that i dont have to defend this but i am going to...it is true at one point i might have wanted more from him but that has passed and now we are freindss (more like family)he is an amazing person that supports me when i think i have no one and for that i am greatful, i know i talk about him a lot but it is because i have tons of memories tied to him. It is no different than your bestfriend. If you know me than you know what my family life is and you know that my friends are held colse to my heart. That is it i am done humor me and stop asking when im going to makea move and jump his bones...I do love him but i am in no way inlove with him!!!!!!!!