rebirth
the last two days have been the worst in a very long time. all this free time that i have is making me crazy, with nothing to do all i do is sleep and watch tv. Im turning into my mother! i have applied to a number of jobs but nothing seems to be coming through! i need a break! so after a fight with my dad, and grandmother as well as slipping in a store and my boyfriend breaking up with me on myspace it has been a crazy number for days. but today i was given an offer that idont think i can turn down. My aunt and uncle told me that if i wasnted to move in with them in NY that i can! it will happen and i cant be here anymore and i dont know how to move on but leave! leave leave leave! and that is what im going to do. Im am 75% sure that i am moving unless i get a job by tue im moving and will figure something out i have to start living my life and if that means trying to live somewhere else then so be it!