tried using my old lj...just didn't feel right
new york was amazing.
as it always is.
i love my family.
i had a blast.
i missed hugg.
i won't complain.
family life is as it usually always is.
torn apart.
vincent is out of jail.
my mom and franki got into a fight yesterday.
franki is now living with one of her friends.
i won't complain.
i've changed my career plans.
i'm not going to asu.
i've decided to get into massage therapy.
my mom is dissapointed but said she would support me.
i guess i can't really expect any other reaction.
i won't complain.
i have a meeting on tuesday with the head of admissions at the cortiva institute of massage therapy.
i'm going to get all the information/financial aid settled, then i'm going to apply.
i'm excited/nervous/happy.
my aunt, my cousins, francesca and mike all support me.
right now, that's all i need.
and i'm grateful for it.
i've been talking to my dad via email for the past two months or so.
i have a feeling that's going to stop very soon.
i won't be apart of the illusion he has created for himself.
i won't accept it.
life is so funny sometimes.