... found this while cleaning my room
Goodbye My Sister
Each and every day.. our lives unfolded like the wings of a hawk
Our dreams soared far and above and watched over the reality
We spent our time knowing what was right and doing what we knew
I did not see with my eyes
The simple things are what made us mad
I did not listen with my ears
The simple things are what made us fight
I did not pay attention
The simple things are what made us cry
I did not care about others
The simple things are what made us get by
I did not support you when you needed me
The simple things are what made us unique
I did not make it last
We spent the nights thinking of tommorrow
It was just a dream
Would tommorrow come sooner then we wanted?
It was just a dream
Would tommorrow come and show us what we want?
It was just a dream
Would tommorrow come and would our dreams appear?
The dreams did not come
We spent the time together... we said we would forever
It was me that made you cry
Wipe back those tears
It was me that made you mad
Listen to my fears
It was me that made us fight
Let me explain
It was me doing what I did to you to express my hates toward me
You stoped talking to me
Why?
You never call or wrote
Why?
You moved away without telling me
Why?
You took memories with you
Why?
You took a part of my heart
I am the reason why
It's been 50 years
I look at you on the bed
I look at your pale face
I look at your eyes and tears trickle down
I look at your eyes.. they are softly closed
I look at your eyes and scream to god "whhyy!?!??!?"
Why did you leave me?
I never got to say goodbye
Why did you leave me?
I never got to say why
Why did you leave me?
I never got to say I cared
Why did you leave me
I never got to say I loved you
You took a part of my heart
You took away my soul
I cannot live without you
I could not live with you
Please forgive me now
Please don't close your eyes
Please wake up
Please try
It was me that is why
Goodbye my friend
Goodbye my sister
Good bye for now
I love you forever
(by me... circa umm 2001?)
Each and every day.. our lives unfolded like the wings of a hawk
Our dreams soared far and above and watched over the reality
We spent our time knowing what was right and doing what we knew
I did not see with my eyes
The simple things are what made us mad
I did not listen with my ears
The simple things are what made us fight
I did not pay attention
The simple things are what made us cry
I did not care about others
The simple things are what made us get by
I did not support you when you needed me
The simple things are what made us unique
I did not make it last
We spent the nights thinking of tommorrow
It was just a dream
Would tommorrow come sooner then we wanted?
It was just a dream
Would tommorrow come and show us what we want?
It was just a dream
Would tommorrow come and would our dreams appear?
The dreams did not come
We spent the time together... we said we would forever
It was me that made you cry
Wipe back those tears
It was me that made you mad
Listen to my fears
It was me that made us fight
Let me explain
It was me doing what I did to you to express my hates toward me
You stoped talking to me
Why?
You never call or wrote
Why?
You moved away without telling me
Why?
You took memories with you
Why?
You took a part of my heart
I am the reason why
It's been 50 years
I look at you on the bed
I look at your pale face
I look at your eyes and tears trickle down
I look at your eyes.. they are softly closed
I look at your eyes and scream to god "whhyy!?!??!?"
Why did you leave me?
I never got to say goodbye
Why did you leave me?
I never got to say why
Why did you leave me?
I never got to say I cared
Why did you leave me
I never got to say I loved you
You took a part of my heart
You took away my soul
I cannot live without you
I could not live with you
Please forgive me now
Please don't close your eyes
Please wake up
Please try
It was me that is why
Goodbye my friend
Goodbye my sister
Good bye for now
I love you forever
(by me... circa umm 2001?)