yeah...
This past week has not been good, but at least I got to spend some time with my hunny today. We patched things up; it was getting really bad. I won't go into it because we are back to usual now. I need some time to get used to some things. I need a cigarette. I smoked one the other day and I felt really good, it was weird. My nerves have been on edge all week and still are in some ways, and the cigarettes seem to ease the pain. Not that I'm starting smoking or anything, just one here or there to calm me down is always good. I saw two movies today; the Da Vinci Code, and Take the Lead. Both were awesome. I saw Take the Lead with my baby, and we had a good time. So everything seems alright; I hope Jessica and I can hang out more often this week and not have any more repeats of last week. I love her very dearly.