I dunno...I'll figure it out though

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So yea.... This year has been some thing amazing and amazingly bad this year ....It's coming to an end since it's like october but damn it's been crazy....Since I got back to school I've been freaking out and shit cuz life is just too too real for me ....There was a time when things were careless but they're not that way any more which kina makes me wonder what will soon be of me .....

I fuckin think too much ..

I want so much shit in my life but will it come and will i have the opportunity to see me having these things cuz right now they seem so distant .....I really want some one for me .....I really wanna Blow in the music industry .....I know I could do it too ....It just feels so easy to get there but it's really not and I wanna go to school but what I am currently doing is not at all making me feel as if I should be doin this ....Man fuck I dunno .....

Well ....I dunno what else to say ....I'm gonna go do homework !!!!!yea fuckin right