this is me
i am lonely bitter cold tired
im sick of this goddamned routine
im sick of never doing anything exciting
im sick of not having anyone to share my nonadventures with
and i wish i could chang all this
i wish i could find a nice girl to spend my money on
and spend my time with
but everyone falls through
or..has a boy who is much much better than me
well fuck it
im done trying
i would like to just drop society
and make these my most valued possesions
if only i was that strong
but then again, ive never been one to been brave
at least i can see that