Yeah... I like country music now.

Mar 01, 2007 23:01

So, I've learned something. There are different kinds of tired. I guess I knew this already, but I'm thinking about it now. Like, there's "I didn't get a lot of sleep last night" tired. And there's "I got enough sleep but I had a long day" tired. And then there's "I'm in the middle of working fifteen days without a day off" tired. I'm that last one. Oh, and I guess the first one, too. Plus "I overdrew my bank account and am moving into my own apartment in a month and I'm scared" tired. That's a deep tired.

I am sick of being superficial. That's wierd to say, 'cause I don't wear makeup or really care about fashion. But what I mean is, I think people are generally much more spiritual and intelectual than they let on. I think lots of people think about the things I think about, but we don't talk about it. I came out of work yesterday, and the sun was setting and just lighting up the clouds from that thunderstorm east of us. It was absolutely beautiful. Orange and pink, and every detail was accentuated and I just wanted to tell the other people coming out of the store, "Turn and look at that! That is amazing! That makes me glad to be alive." But I didn't. Instead I took a picture with my snazzy new phone, and felt foolish.

Anyway. I am tired... all kinds of tired... and no day off till Tuesday. Followed by at least two more weeks of continous work. Ugh.

Hope you all are doing well.
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