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Mar 02, 2014 23:52

My friend R is back home from Orlando for spring break. Actually... I think Orlando is more her home now. But still. I'm happy she's back. I've missed her, she was one of my few rl kpop buddies... We're gonna have dinner on Wednesday, but with two other old classmates. R updated me on what's been going on between them, and it sounds eeriely familiar.

S and T got into a fight of some sort. Feelings were hurt and they haven't talked in years because cold wars and schools on opposite sides of the country, despite previously being super close friends. Since then, T's graduated (same as me) and when S and R went to visit her today, she was really quiet and distant and almost lost. And R could tell things were still uncomfortable between them.

Honestly. I think I know how T feels. And I wish I had a solution, but I still haven't settled things with my own ex-friends. So maybe I know that helplessness? Plus the whole post-graduation feeling of being lost. But I do want T to be happy. I've talked about her before, not recently, but back when I was writing for B2ST. I wrote a drabble about rivalries (and superpowers) and in a way, it was based off of the relationship between me, her, and our moms -- who are best friends but would die before they stopped comparing us.

I hope things work out for S and T. I hope things work out for me and the others. But I started the year with a lot of hopes and 1/6 of the way in and all I've had were tears, so. Fingers crossed though.
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