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So I've had enough to do even with the boy out gallivanting in the Caribbean. I got up early this morning and went... to the beach. Actually I went to work. But the beach would have been more fun. Although I wouldn't get paid. Hmm.. marginal analysis. yeah I need the money for college. I get to work tomorrow and Saturday too. So if you aren't doing anything from 11-7 on either day come on by. Although we have been busy lately so I don't know how much I will be able to talk to you.
Jeff and I played tennis this evening. It was fun. I think I would play better if I quit talking and concentrated on my shots. But I would be so much happier being quiet if there was some music play. I lost another pearl. I feel so bad. Now I really shouldn't wear the necklace. The symbolism of it falling apart is bothering me though. It would help if people didn't joke about it meaning that we are breaking up. It makes me want to physically hold the thing together and never let go. But it can't be admired if I hold it that tight in my hot little hand. It doesn't help that I sucked at tennis. I'm still not good enough to let Bill see my attempts at playing. Although he would probably be able to offer more advice on how to play than Jeff can.
Well I got up way to early this morning especially when you consider I was planning to sleep until at least noon and I woke up at a quarter to eight. only 4 hours difference. But when sleep is concerned that is huge!
I think I have fallen. I'm not sure if I've stopped yet or where exactly I am... but I do know I fell head over feet.
I miss my boy.
Jeff and I played tennis this evening. It was fun. I think I would play better if I quit talking and concentrated on my shots. But I would be so much happier being quiet if there was some music play. I lost another pearl. I feel so bad. Now I really shouldn't wear the necklace. The symbolism of it falling apart is bothering me though. It would help if people didn't joke about it meaning that we are breaking up. It makes me want to physically hold the thing together and never let go. But it can't be admired if I hold it that tight in my hot little hand. It doesn't help that I sucked at tennis. I'm still not good enough to let Bill see my attempts at playing. Although he would probably be able to offer more advice on how to play than Jeff can.
Well I got up way to early this morning especially when you consider I was planning to sleep until at least noon and I woke up at a quarter to eight. only 4 hours difference. But when sleep is concerned that is huge!
I think I have fallen. I'm not sure if I've stopped yet or where exactly I am... but I do know I fell head over feet.
I miss my boy.