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So Monday at work I was a sloppy mess. Breaking out into tears whenever someone asked what was wrong. I guess it's the fact that so many people asked me, sort of clicked in my head that they really might care. I dryed up around 3:30, and stopped wishing I could just go home. I went to the Chiropractor, and my pelvis was all sorts of fucked up which would explain why running has been so painfull, and the energy was blocked up in a disk.
School was alright. No, school was great. I forgot I had a test in FM22, but I didn't stress out at all. I wasn't confident with my answers, but I wasn't buggin cos I didn't know. I little BS, and hopefully I'll pass it. I think that adjustment gave me a little kick. So we hacked with the boys, watched Supersize Me in class. Upon leaving the boys were playing still and I jumped in for a game of kills, and I won once. And then me and this boy that I think is really chill played just the 2 of us for a while and some people joined and left. We talked alot and he got my number and I ran into him at Target since I guess he works there. I helped him put some shit away and I guess Im chilling with him and his friends tonite. But on other hand, Kevins going away party is tonite. I don't want to go to 4 doors because can think of certain people that think ill of me and even if they don't I'll think they do cos Im overthought and underconfident. I should call him tho.
School was alright. No, school was great. I forgot I had a test in FM22, but I didn't stress out at all. I wasn't confident with my answers, but I wasn't buggin cos I didn't know. I little BS, and hopefully I'll pass it. I think that adjustment gave me a little kick. So we hacked with the boys, watched Supersize Me in class. Upon leaving the boys were playing still and I jumped in for a game of kills, and I won once. And then me and this boy that I think is really chill played just the 2 of us for a while and some people joined and left. We talked alot and he got my number and I ran into him at Target since I guess he works there. I helped him put some shit away and I guess Im chilling with him and his friends tonite. But on other hand, Kevins going away party is tonite. I don't want to go to 4 doors because can think of certain people that think ill of me and even if they don't I'll think they do cos Im overthought and underconfident. I should call him tho.