My Vday Hangover

Feb 19, 2010 00:41

No...I'm not drunk, nor was I on Vday. It just sums up the feeling I have right now. Its like everyone around me...both friends and coworkers have someone. Doesnt make things any easier....hopefully Ill have the laptop up in a few so ill update it from there.

There we go...

I was at group tonight, and it was two couples, one married man, and me and this other guy. So, i totally felt out of place. IDK, maybe it was my inner jealousy coming out or something....but it sucked. I'm going to try and suck it up and see what happens.

See, heres the thing, I don't mind being single. its something i have to be right now and I accept that. It doesn't make it any easier to desire someone. Furthermore, my chances of meeting someone right now are very low for the reasons above. So really, i just need to suck it up and go through things....cause eventually something will happen....or pigs will fly. Whichever comes first.
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