My mind
I dont feel like i get everything out in the open. So here goes:
Basically, my brother is in the hospital. Yet, he's getting to the point where he's just ready to leave....and he's grumpy. So he takes it out on me. Criticizing me on my teaching, on the fact that I dont speak to his friends the right way (or doctors) or the fact that i dont want to see the movie catwoman (2005) because...quite frankly, you dont need to see it to know that its going to suck massively. But its like whatever i do, he has a compliment about it. It bugs me. I tell my mom, she tells me to just ignore it. That gets me upset because it seems to be her constant advice towards everything. In fact, today I was telling her some things that bugged me, and I guess she was sick of hearing about it, so she just started complaining and telling me that i need to relax (she's coming in this weekend...which doesn't make me at ease). So, we had an arguement tonight...and im currently not talking to her.
Heres another thing that i guess has pissed me off. I knew so many peopel in college...and now its like most of them dont seem to give a crap about me. Yes, I know people move on, but it doesnt really help. I knew people, good friends,and now its like i tend to talk to no one. It sucks! Yet, other people who havem oved on still seem to tlak and stuff...its like, WTC?! Its not like it matters. I barely see anyone check this journal anyways...or my FB for that matter. Why do i even have theses?
Just...idk what else to say...theres too much on my mind....and i really ont know how to deal sometimes.
Basically, my brother is in the hospital. Yet, he's getting to the point where he's just ready to leave....and he's grumpy. So he takes it out on me. Criticizing me on my teaching, on the fact that I dont speak to his friends the right way (or doctors) or the fact that i dont want to see the movie catwoman (2005) because...quite frankly, you dont need to see it to know that its going to suck massively. But its like whatever i do, he has a compliment about it. It bugs me. I tell my mom, she tells me to just ignore it. That gets me upset because it seems to be her constant advice towards everything. In fact, today I was telling her some things that bugged me, and I guess she was sick of hearing about it, so she just started complaining and telling me that i need to relax (she's coming in this weekend...which doesn't make me at ease). So, we had an arguement tonight...and im currently not talking to her.
Heres another thing that i guess has pissed me off. I knew so many peopel in college...and now its like most of them dont seem to give a crap about me. Yes, I know people move on, but it doesnt really help. I knew people, good friends,and now its like i tend to talk to no one. It sucks! Yet, other people who havem oved on still seem to tlak and stuff...its like, WTC?! Its not like it matters. I barely see anyone check this journal anyways...or my FB for that matter. Why do i even have theses?
Just...idk what else to say...theres too much on my mind....and i really ont know how to deal sometimes.