Weird...
Okay, so right now, I'm smelling something weird. It kinda smells like the air did outside my car last night as I drove home, since there was a trailer of cows driving down the Ryan at the same time. At the same time, though, it doesn't. I took a bath last night and quickly washed up this morning, so I don't believe it's me...I just smelled my shirt and stuff, and it's not that...God, this is going to bug me. ><
I've been dreaming very vividly lately, and those dreams have even seemed somewhat realistic. Monday night, it was about me making out randomly with someone in a house that looked like Lowell's and a family who didn't like me (much like Lowell's ><), but it was on the beach in California. I wanted to go swimming, but couldn't, 'cause it was dark and I didn't think I could. Last night, I was trying to get an apartment, and I went touring in Nicole's building, and the people wanted me to move in right away and give them money, but I couldn't. When I explained all the reasons why (my own bills, etc.), I thought, in my dream, "Shit, I shouldn't tell them this, because if I do, they'll know I'm not good with paying bills." Earlier in that dream, Nicole, Alex, Sue, and I were running downtown in 1940s style finery, in the bitter cold, going to places like upscale Jamba Juices and bars, smoking and meeting guys and stuff. Some of that section was influenced by a book I read last night, but not entirely. I don't know what to make of this. Taking Tylenol PM usually knocks me out cold -- that's why I take it. If I'm knocked out cold, the nightmares stay away. But now dreams are coming, which makes me fear that the nightmares will return, and I don't think I can handle that right now.
Work last night was fine...I didn't do as much as I could have, but I did get things done that had to get done. I almost miss closing. I do enjoy it better than working weekdays, though, I'll tell you what.
Tomorrow, I'm taking the day off. I just have to tell John. I'm going to sleep in, then call the person about the apartment by IIT, and if I can't go in tomorrow, I'll try to go in Friday. I'm going to play Kingdom Hearts, clean my kitchen, soak in the bathtub, finish the thank you cards (seeing as it's been a month now), catch up on homework (yes, it's week 2, and I'm already catching up), and not leave the house. That way, I don't have to come home to it.
I've been dreaming very vividly lately, and those dreams have even seemed somewhat realistic. Monday night, it was about me making out randomly with someone in a house that looked like Lowell's and a family who didn't like me (much like Lowell's ><), but it was on the beach in California. I wanted to go swimming, but couldn't, 'cause it was dark and I didn't think I could. Last night, I was trying to get an apartment, and I went touring in Nicole's building, and the people wanted me to move in right away and give them money, but I couldn't. When I explained all the reasons why (my own bills, etc.), I thought, in my dream, "Shit, I shouldn't tell them this, because if I do, they'll know I'm not good with paying bills." Earlier in that dream, Nicole, Alex, Sue, and I were running downtown in 1940s style finery, in the bitter cold, going to places like upscale Jamba Juices and bars, smoking and meeting guys and stuff. Some of that section was influenced by a book I read last night, but not entirely. I don't know what to make of this. Taking Tylenol PM usually knocks me out cold -- that's why I take it. If I'm knocked out cold, the nightmares stay away. But now dreams are coming, which makes me fear that the nightmares will return, and I don't think I can handle that right now.
Work last night was fine...I didn't do as much as I could have, but I did get things done that had to get done. I almost miss closing. I do enjoy it better than working weekdays, though, I'll tell you what.
Tomorrow, I'm taking the day off. I just have to tell John. I'm going to sleep in, then call the person about the apartment by IIT, and if I can't go in tomorrow, I'll try to go in Friday. I'm going to play Kingdom Hearts, clean my kitchen, soak in the bathtub, finish the thank you cards (seeing as it's been a month now), catch up on homework (yes, it's week 2, and I'm already catching up), and not leave the house. That way, I don't have to come home to it.