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My grandpa died earlier this week. But that's not the end of it.
See, not many of you have met my mom. Only one or two. Well, she has some..problems.. to say the least. No short term memory, a childs mentality and the like. She needs a lot of medication to stay alive.
My grandfather was taking care of her. And now he's gone...she has nooone there.
My aunt Dee has been trying to get ahold of her...but with no reply. She's called me cryin, but I don't know what to do. I might go to Jackson tomorrow with my cousin to check on her. I don't know...what if she's already dead? It's a very real possibility...
It seems 05 is a year of loss. I lost everyone to Jeff...now my grandfather, my mother is a lost cause. Nunny has been complaining about a lot of chest pains recently, and Alissa runs her ragged. I'm feeling kind of weak, and very alone.
I try to get out, but it's not helping as much as I had hoped.
I was finally about to get my hours as at work...but they shut down. They didnt pay the gas bill. I hope they at least pay me the $200 they owe me so I can get my car.
I wish I could just pack up everything and run away.
Just go.
So many bad things have happened..
but I miss the freedom of being on my own...of being homeless.
Is that wrong?
It seems so.
See, not many of you have met my mom. Only one or two. Well, she has some..problems.. to say the least. No short term memory, a childs mentality and the like. She needs a lot of medication to stay alive.
My grandfather was taking care of her. And now he's gone...she has nooone there.
My aunt Dee has been trying to get ahold of her...but with no reply. She's called me cryin, but I don't know what to do. I might go to Jackson tomorrow with my cousin to check on her. I don't know...what if she's already dead? It's a very real possibility...
It seems 05 is a year of loss. I lost everyone to Jeff...now my grandfather, my mother is a lost cause. Nunny has been complaining about a lot of chest pains recently, and Alissa runs her ragged. I'm feeling kind of weak, and very alone.
I try to get out, but it's not helping as much as I had hoped.
I was finally about to get my hours as at work...but they shut down. They didnt pay the gas bill. I hope they at least pay me the $200 they owe me so I can get my car.
I wish I could just pack up everything and run away.
Just go.
So many bad things have happened..
but I miss the freedom of being on my own...of being homeless.
Is that wrong?
It seems so.