The Really Good Excuse
There are reasons that people don't read this, I think it might be because I rarely get to updating it, but I do have a good reason for this. One is becasue I have been having shit loads of homework, which when not tended to ends up blowing up in your face. Two I have been out on the town many number of nights with friends doing well...nothing. And then there's three which is a combination of two different excuses which are I was helping Avi with her problems, and I was trying to find a way to kill my alcoholic boyfriend.
I did my homework tonight, I didn't go out on the town, but I also haven't killed my ex or fully helped out Avi with her problem. But I urged myself to type on and give you faithful readers....since there are so few that actually care about poor Limedrop and her problems.
I suppose the main reason that I am writing this is to explain in reality that Avi is me myself, and not another friend. I found that it's gotten too confusing to tell Avi's story seperate from mine, because they are combined. They are the same story just broken apart at the seams.
Well my exboyfriend Tommy invited me out tomorrow, well in all actuallyity it's technically today because I'm typing this at 12:00 in the morning. So I'm almost dead but again I press myself on. So I sit here day after day, night after sleepless night and I wonder what am I doing fawning over a boy that apparently doesn't want me the same way? Why is it that I still make the same mistakes over and over again?
I am out of my mind! It makes no sense this existance of mine. Right now all that I can do in a 24 hour day is sleep, school, homework, about 2 hours hanging out with friends, and then thinking about all of this inbetween somehow. I think that I am really in need of serious help and I'm not kidding either.
But the main problem that I am having is that this one friend of mine keeps touching me, and it's freaky because I don't like it. I mean it's not inapproprete but I still don't like people that like to invade other's private spaces. I think that it's rude unless they want you to touch them and even then it should be frowned upon.
I'll get back to you guys later.
I'm wearing down slowly and steadily.
Ava.
I did my homework tonight, I didn't go out on the town, but I also haven't killed my ex or fully helped out Avi with her problem. But I urged myself to type on and give you faithful readers....since there are so few that actually care about poor Limedrop and her problems.
I suppose the main reason that I am writing this is to explain in reality that Avi is me myself, and not another friend. I found that it's gotten too confusing to tell Avi's story seperate from mine, because they are combined. They are the same story just broken apart at the seams.
Well my exboyfriend Tommy invited me out tomorrow, well in all actuallyity it's technically today because I'm typing this at 12:00 in the morning. So I'm almost dead but again I press myself on. So I sit here day after day, night after sleepless night and I wonder what am I doing fawning over a boy that apparently doesn't want me the same way? Why is it that I still make the same mistakes over and over again?
I am out of my mind! It makes no sense this existance of mine. Right now all that I can do in a 24 hour day is sleep, school, homework, about 2 hours hanging out with friends, and then thinking about all of this inbetween somehow. I think that I am really in need of serious help and I'm not kidding either.
But the main problem that I am having is that this one friend of mine keeps touching me, and it's freaky because I don't like it. I mean it's not inapproprete but I still don't like people that like to invade other's private spaces. I think that it's rude unless they want you to touch them and even then it should be frowned upon.
I'll get back to you guys later.
I'm wearing down slowly and steadily.
Ava.