Nov 01, 2005 15:11
Too busy.
I'm like too busy to even breathe right now. I wish the university had given us more time off with our Fall Break. They cancelled last Friday's classes to give us a three-day weekend, but I need more like a three-week weekend.
I'm so stressed out from school and classwork right now. And the thing is I'm not even taking terribly hard courses, yet I'm still struggling to keep up. I hate being a student. Seriously, my only goal right now is to graduate as quickly as possible so I can get out of here and begin my life. But I can't do that until I decide which degree I want to graduate with and I have no idea what that is. Visual Communications didn't work out because of an abysmal freshman year so I need to find something else. I've tried going to Career Counseling to try and get some guidance and direction but its been very slow and unproductive. I'm still clueless. This whole not knowing which way my life is going is the worst part. If I had a major I felt solid about, I'd be so much happier.
In other news, I'm leading my second yoga class today. Yeah, I'm the weird guy up front showing everyone how to do the next posture. I share the position with another sophomore and we have been switching off every other tuesday. We are both new to leading and are trying to gain experience in order to eventually become officers on the yoga club board; wow I'm a nerd. Anyways, I am still really nervous about getting up in front of everyone though; I have a weakness in the public speaking department. But my first class went really well despite my shakiness and people said they enjoyed the class. One of the girls even said it was the hardest class they had done so far, which made me a little proud to hear :-) Hopefully today will go just as well.
I have a bunch more I wanted to update about but I have to go now, I'm late. Laters.