planning the future's unpredictability
Okay, Wednesday I worked @ EBG, and as I left for the night my manager said he'd call me to tell me when to come in again.
Monday he had my friend text me saying I "probably" have work on Wednesday again.
THanks for the notice, asshat! It's my Mom-mom's birthday, and I don't think I can go to work. I mean, I don't want to be a bitch and not go, because they prolly won't give me more hours if I can't be reliable (and I said I have W nights off) but hey, isn't there a rule to the notice you are required to have to be accountable?
I'm thinking of quitting there anywayl I don't get enough hours. I told them I needed the job because I don't have enough hours as it is @ CCM, and they hire me for 3 hours every Wednesday night? Uh, thanks for the time-waste.
So I'm fucked. Court on 1/5 for not paying all my rent. Cry cry, I told the landlord I don't have a way of getting the money, unless I were to become a woman of loose morals. Which I like to think I'm not THAT bad, if you get the gist of that little tirade.
For the first time I watched "Fighter in the Wind" and paid attention to it. And liked it, surprisingly.
I want to get K-food, preferably in the city so I can bring HanAhReum goodies back, or Parsippany so I can get snackies on the way home. But before Christmas, there's the catch! I have a desire to make something, but no idea if I can accomplish this in time. Egads! I will try!
And now, the part where I start on music.
Wax's GwanGye (Relationship) is SO sad and gorgeous. If you could combine her emotion with BoA's voice, you'd be set. I love BoA's voice, but sometimes her emotion isn't raw enough. So I think. But this song, well...Wax may not have the most beautiful voice, but you can feel her pain when she sings. And it's pleasantly painful to listen to this song. Turns out I had it from a compilation of hers I bought (Pandah was there!) and I'm really glad; downloading with no internet at home is hard. School compies don't like to comply.
Henny's sick; Ron and I went to visit him. *mwah!* Feel better Henny!
Pandah, see you soon! Good luck wif finals if I don't talk to you before (but you know how it is, we'll prolly have a chat or two :))
Stina, boys are dumbb. Two b's because they stutter in dumbbness :)
Somehow I can't picture you as a nun. The vow of silence would never happen ;)
And I was thinking lately, how much I took for granted, and the ways I am sorry and how much making up I have yet to do. And I decided, dammit!, I'm gonna do it! I'm still really thankful for a lot of shit I hadn't thought about at all, and more I hadn't considered recently; so I have a lot of thankfulling to do. And I will. I'll try my hardest, at least, because that's one thing I learned from him: hwaiting!
Hehe, the last part applies to many more aspects of my life than it sounds. But anyway, good luck to everyone on their finals and final projects! Visiting needs to happen (M'issa, Stina, Pandah! I'm gonna make time for y'all!)
:* <3 Brit
Monday he had my friend text me saying I "probably" have work on Wednesday again.
THanks for the notice, asshat! It's my Mom-mom's birthday, and I don't think I can go to work. I mean, I don't want to be a bitch and not go, because they prolly won't give me more hours if I can't be reliable (and I said I have W nights off) but hey, isn't there a rule to the notice you are required to have to be accountable?
I'm thinking of quitting there anywayl I don't get enough hours. I told them I needed the job because I don't have enough hours as it is @ CCM, and they hire me for 3 hours every Wednesday night? Uh, thanks for the time-waste.
So I'm fucked. Court on 1/5 for not paying all my rent. Cry cry, I told the landlord I don't have a way of getting the money, unless I were to become a woman of loose morals. Which I like to think I'm not THAT bad, if you get the gist of that little tirade.
For the first time I watched "Fighter in the Wind" and paid attention to it. And liked it, surprisingly.
I want to get K-food, preferably in the city so I can bring HanAhReum goodies back, or Parsippany so I can get snackies on the way home. But before Christmas, there's the catch! I have a desire to make something, but no idea if I can accomplish this in time. Egads! I will try!
And now, the part where I start on music.
Wax's GwanGye (Relationship) is SO sad and gorgeous. If you could combine her emotion with BoA's voice, you'd be set. I love BoA's voice, but sometimes her emotion isn't raw enough. So I think. But this song, well...Wax may not have the most beautiful voice, but you can feel her pain when she sings. And it's pleasantly painful to listen to this song. Turns out I had it from a compilation of hers I bought (Pandah was there!) and I'm really glad; downloading with no internet at home is hard. School compies don't like to comply.
Henny's sick; Ron and I went to visit him. *mwah!* Feel better Henny!
Pandah, see you soon! Good luck wif finals if I don't talk to you before (but you know how it is, we'll prolly have a chat or two :))
Stina, boys are dumbb. Two b's because they stutter in dumbbness :)
Somehow I can't picture you as a nun. The vow of silence would never happen ;)
And I was thinking lately, how much I took for granted, and the ways I am sorry and how much making up I have yet to do. And I decided, dammit!, I'm gonna do it! I'm still really thankful for a lot of shit I hadn't thought about at all, and more I hadn't considered recently; so I have a lot of thankfulling to do. And I will. I'll try my hardest, at least, because that's one thing I learned from him: hwaiting!
Hehe, the last part applies to many more aspects of my life than it sounds. But anyway, good luck to everyone on their finals and final projects! Visiting needs to happen (M'issa, Stina, Pandah! I'm gonna make time for y'all!)
:* <3 Brit