Stood up by same girl 2nd night in a row

Dec 18, 2011 21:44

Seriously? I mean, really? Wow.

What the fuck. I don't get it. Our first date seemed like it went really well. I found her rather attractive; we had a fair amount in common; she even seemed really into me. But apparently not, cos you don't fucking bail on someone twice in a row - two nights in a row, no less.

I did stand up for myself though, as I called her on it via text. Long story short, she's history now. But seriously, that's just fucked. You don't fucking do that to people. You know the best part? Her reason for blowing me off today - "I'm sorry. I ended up taking a nap this afternoon. And I've got plans tonight. We'll have to reschedule for another time. :-)" Really? You blew me off again in order to take a fucking nap?!

Reminds me of a t-shirt.

I don't hate women, but I'm getting really fed up with bitches who waste my time and emotions.

I'm about to the point of again saying, "Fuck it" and not bothering. Why waste time on OKC looking at girls who're just gonna stand me up? I'm seriously thinking of going and buying myself a copy of The Game and re-reading it a few times. If bitches aren't going to respect me despite my being respectful and thoughtful towards them, I really see no reason to continue being a "nice guy", especially when jerks get the hot bitches anyway. And when I previously had tried the suggestions in the book when I'd borrowed it from the library, funny thing! They worked. Apparently I'm also good-looking and shallow enough and already have enough dickish tendencies anyway that there's no reason I shouldn't be getting the attractiveness level type girl I want. When they act like that then they're asking to be commodified as opposed to be treated like deserving people.

I think I'd really like to be able to not care about/want women to whom I'm attracted. They can prove themselves worthy of me. Cos I know I'm a good catch, and I'm done wasting my energy on bitches who don't reciprocate or respect me. Once I figure out that trick I'll claim my Jedi status. Heh.

Anyway, I should get ready for/into bed. Two days of classes before break, then I'm headed home to CA. Thank god.

(Yes, I also know the above isn't exactly "right", but I'm pissed and ranting so don't pay too much mind.)
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