Nov 29, 2008 22:57
Am I strong? I always thought I was. When we broke up just about a month ago or so I told you I wanted space.
I now have infinite amounts of space and I cant even remember how I wrote before. I've been crying over this for 2 days now. I'm sure I could read back on all the hurt you put me through but it still hurts to know I was never the girl you could be happy for...
It hurts no matter how much I tell myself Im better without you. I cant breath I can't move. I call you and you won't talk to me. I don't get it. I think this is good for us. I think your happy not knowing me. I would be too.
oh god I dont even know how to talk about this. Im angry at the whole world for not letting me move on too.
leigh nash,
my idea of heaven