Apr 17, 2008 14:59
"You're doubting I love you!? Oh, you better check yourself!" -click-
Clearly the proof needed to show one your everlasting love.
I've had enough of this cat and mouse game. Always chasing me away or you away, either of us really. We don't ever really enjoy eachothers company. And you've worked your charm as always. I'm the crazy one. My friends will now side with you and I'll be left alone as you wanted. Thats why you do it right? Thats why you make me lose all my friends for you, because the ones I'm allowed to have is only because you know you can get them on your side right? Hah. Well congrats, have them, have it all, but you don't have me. I don't want you anymore. So subtle, so simple. So quick as your moods change, your personality around people. You know the things you hate most about other people are the traits you hate most about yourself. Gwen changes for people, and you hate it, you do the same. I don't know you, they do, maybe its better that way, maybe its not. I think its better this way by far, I'd probably hate it, thats why you do it, you knew I would didn't you. Well its a good thing you never gave the "GIRLFRIEND" you "LOVE" a chance to see you for who you are because you must be right, I MUST hate that, whatever that is! Anyways. Love always, alone always, I was better without you in my life. I could be myself, and not feel guilty for finding myself in my own ways. I didn't have to work around anybody. I fucking hate you guts more than anything in this world! You deserve all the happiness in the world, all that you can find without me!