readtheboydream
So i'm supposed to sit here. Let you hurt me. Watch you. Moving, on and on and on. But myself? Not a chance? I'm supposed to sit and listen to you clarrify your want, your Need, to be with someone else, now or later, whenever, I'm supposed to listen to that. Know that. Hear it over and over. And let it be, be ok with it. But myself? I can't even go out, with the clear intentions to avoid ANY sort or relationship, without you being mad. Telling me Im moving on when im not. Im supposed to do that? Yeah. I will sit, and listen to how you will move on with someone new, I will listen to that, I will, and I will care about you less and less. But I will not move from here, from this. I will not tell you things because you will turn them around to make me something Im not. You will transform me into ground beef. I hate it, you know it, why do it? You can but I can't you make it clear you want to move on, just be friends and i make it clear im in love with you and wont move on, but you get upset when i tell you things, that are irrelevant to 'moving on' completely irrelevant, and you ... you can go OUT with other girls, make it clear your making new female friends, and take more interest in them... and IM the bad guy? I dont get it, YOU WANT ME TO LOVE YOU. but you dont want to love me back. you wont let loose your grip on me...