Highside
Art lessons this morning were horrible.
We tried doing this chinese-type print of black ink branches and orange blossoms, but failed, and I hate flowers, and the teacher said she hated it also, so. We didn't bother.
We couldn't really find anything to do, so we went with this--honestly very pretty--landscape that looks like a storm is coming, but.. there was NO SENSE AT ALL as to how the artist was doing it. Instructions or not. No pattern, no rhyme or reason, so I couldn't follow and I was royally pissed. Not funny.
But the teacher/mom figured out, finally, that I work quite better when no one's watching.
Because when the teacher's there, I'm like, "How do I do it? What the hell is this? This sucks, I hate this." (bitch, i know. xD) But when she's not there, I actually start painting and when she comes back, she says it's really good. But.. yeah, perfectionist as always. I hate how everything turns out. Like, somehow, I just can't control the damn thing to mark the way I want it to.
So. I won't touch the damn painting anymore until the next art lesson at her house.. But I'm..iffy Emilio seeing the failure. :| I tried touching it after she left.. but lol it sucked so bad. ._.
ALICE NINE CAN SUCK SO BAD SOMETIMES
GRRRRRRRRRRR WHYYYY AM IIII A THOUSAND MILES AWAAAAY Dx Dx Dx Dx
SDLKJGHLKDFBHGDSASKLF
uh. in other news~
reading katekyo hitman reborn (very slowly). chrome is such a darling ♥
ah~AND CAN YOU GUYS RECOMMEND FICS? SMUT R NICE :D :D :D OR THAT THING CALLED LOVE, WHATEVER ASDGJK
otps: dino/hibari (d18); mukuro/chikusa/ken (kokuyo); mukuro/chikusa (lul, dunno the number).....yeah nothing else lol
selfcest/solo (mastahbeytin')/pair/drabble etc, as long as it's well-written/sexy beyond all reason.
LUVYAGUYS ♥
We tried doing this chinese-type print of black ink branches and orange blossoms, but failed, and I hate flowers, and the teacher said she hated it also, so. We didn't bother.
We couldn't really find anything to do, so we went with this--honestly very pretty--landscape that looks like a storm is coming, but.. there was NO SENSE AT ALL as to how the artist was doing it. Instructions or not. No pattern, no rhyme or reason, so I couldn't follow and I was royally pissed. Not funny.
But the teacher/mom figured out, finally, that I work quite better when no one's watching.
Because when the teacher's there, I'm like, "How do I do it? What the hell is this? This sucks, I hate this." (bitch, i know. xD) But when she's not there, I actually start painting and when she comes back, she says it's really good. But.. yeah, perfectionist as always. I hate how everything turns out. Like, somehow, I just can't control the damn thing to mark the way I want it to.
So. I won't touch the damn painting anymore until the next art lesson at her house.. But I'm..iffy Emilio seeing the failure. :| I tried touching it after she left.. but lol it sucked so bad. ._.
ALICE NINE CAN SUCK SO BAD SOMETIMES
GRRRRRRRRRRR WHYYYY AM IIII A THOUSAND MILES AWAAAAY Dx Dx Dx Dx
SDLKJGHLKDFBHGDSASKLF
uh. in other news~
reading katekyo hitman reborn (very slowly). chrome is such a darling ♥
ah~AND CAN YOU GUYS RECOMMEND FICS? SMUT R NICE :D :D :D OR THAT THING CALLED LOVE, WHATEVER ASDGJK
otps: dino/hibari (d18); mukuro/chikusa/ken (kokuyo); mukuro/chikusa (lul, dunno the number).....yeah nothing else lol
selfcest/solo (mastahbeytin')/pair/drabble etc, as long as it's well-written/sexy beyond all reason.
LUVYAGUYS ♥