Everyday, you give your best☆
Ah. I'm feeling better. No thanks to messenger But I slept very irregularly yesterday. Everywhere I sat or laid down, with completely no intention to sleep, I fall alseep.
So..I'm still a little sleep-deprieved (it's 5am, what do you expect?), but I will try to jog later today. So I'm making a post now. Lately, I've felt that I've been wasting my summer so far. It's 1/3 over.
Ah, I e-mailed Inzargi (well, the message was for Megamasso, but I only had Inzargi's mail address). 8DDD and immediately noticed a typo the moment I sent it Oh yes, I dare to call him sexy ♥
Uhhm! I registered on Ameba! OVUR HURR. So~I sent Nao a message. o,o
Anyway.. some person was online on messenger. It reminded me that I wanted to write about her today. I won't say her name, because she probably knows who she is if she reads this not sure if I want her to, but...at one point in time, she was very special...
At the mention of her name, my knees would wobble. I'd get nervous if she's near by. If I accidentally see her somewhere, I couldn't help but keep looking to that direction, or try to get her to notice me. I met her for the first time when I noticed that she looked like my other once-special person at the time. Now that I think about it, she really doesn't look like the other one. But whatever.
When things with the first person didn't work out, I went to her. I told her I liked her, and was sappy enough to send a scented love letter with the following typed in blue ink:
Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true
Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me
Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good
Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame
Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.
She was really smart, though, and figured out who I was. (or maybe I just wasn't stealthy enough?) So we talked, and exchanged more letters, and...after a while, one came from her, which told me that she knew the one thing that I didn't want anyone to know. It was really personal, and really scary, but all she said was, "Stop doing that, okay? It's bad. :)" But that was no consolation.
I found out who told her. While my friends confronted that person, screaming and scolding in the middle of the hallway, I was in a bathroom cubicle with 4 people, crying my eyes out.
It's not really bad that she knew. Just..by the circumstances by which she found out...and who told her...and how embarassing it was.
And then, afterwards, things started to change. Lots and lots of promises and bonds were broken, and disappointment frequently visited. At one point, she got mad at me..why was I being so cruel and heartless? I didn't know I was being cruel. It's defense.
...Oh, that was a Valentines Day that I can never forget.
For the next two years, we ignored each other. She was still special, I was still crying, but it was over. So sadness became anger and humor. My friends were behind me. Even the one who ruined it all was behind me, even if...she liked her.
But now, two years later.. She's graduated. So I don't think I'll ever see her again except in the magazines. Coincidentially, she was in the recent issues of the school paper. But then...I'm not sure if I feel sad.
Like every other person, I have things I wish I could forget. But most of the time, there are things in life that has...struck you to the point you can't forget it, no matter how long/short it lasted. And I'm the type of person to forever treasure people. No matter who you are. You're part of me, and you helped shape who I am and will become.
So. If you read this, just so you know... I won't forget you, even if you might forget me. It's always been that way between us, ne? ♥
so I emphasize this lyric:
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame
....okay, nostalgia done~look! Sleep-Mode Gou! ♥ ♥
So..I'm still a little sleep-deprieved (it's 5am, what do you expect?), but I will try to jog later today. So I'm making a post now. Lately, I've felt that I've been wasting my summer so far. It's 1/3 over.
Ah, I e-mailed Inzargi (well, the message was for Megamasso, but I only had Inzargi's mail address). 8DDD and immediately noticed a typo the moment I sent it Oh yes, I dare to call him sexy ♥
Uhhm! I registered on Ameba! OVUR HURR. So~I sent Nao a message. o,o
Anyway.. some person was online on messenger. It reminded me that I wanted to write about her today. I won't say her name, because she probably knows who she is if she reads this not sure if I want her to, but...at one point in time, she was very special...
At the mention of her name, my knees would wobble. I'd get nervous if she's near by. If I accidentally see her somewhere, I couldn't help but keep looking to that direction, or try to get her to notice me. I met her for the first time when I noticed that she looked like my other once-special person at the time. Now that I think about it, she really doesn't look like the other one. But whatever.
When things with the first person didn't work out, I went to her. I told her I liked her, and was sappy enough to send a scented love letter with the following typed in blue ink:
Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true
Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me
Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good
Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame
Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.
She was really smart, though, and figured out who I was. (or maybe I just wasn't stealthy enough?) So we talked, and exchanged more letters, and...after a while, one came from her, which told me that she knew the one thing that I didn't want anyone to know. It was really personal, and really scary, but all she said was, "Stop doing that, okay? It's bad. :)" But that was no consolation.
I found out who told her. While my friends confronted that person, screaming and scolding in the middle of the hallway, I was in a bathroom cubicle with 4 people, crying my eyes out.
It's not really bad that she knew. Just..by the circumstances by which she found out...and who told her...and how embarassing it was.
And then, afterwards, things started to change. Lots and lots of promises and bonds were broken, and disappointment frequently visited. At one point, she got mad at me..why was I being so cruel and heartless? I didn't know I was being cruel. It's defense.
...Oh, that was a Valentines Day that I can never forget.
For the next two years, we ignored each other. She was still special, I was still crying, but it was over. So sadness became anger and humor. My friends were behind me. Even the one who ruined it all was behind me, even if...she liked her.
But now, two years later.. She's graduated. So I don't think I'll ever see her again except in the magazines. Coincidentially, she was in the recent issues of the school paper. But then...I'm not sure if I feel sad.
Like every other person, I have things I wish I could forget. But most of the time, there are things in life that has...struck you to the point you can't forget it, no matter how long/short it lasted. And I'm the type of person to forever treasure people. No matter who you are. You're part of me, and you helped shape who I am and will become.
So. If you read this, just so you know... I won't forget you, even if you might forget me. It's always been that way between us, ne? ♥
so I emphasize this lyric:
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame
....okay, nostalgia done~look! Sleep-Mode Gou! ♥ ♥