supposed to be my redemption sem, damnit
I don't think I'm going to like this sem as much as I thought. The thought of all the work that needs to be done... is very daunting.
• Project manager and Promotions director for Jumpstart! A Study Abroad Fair (Dec-Jan)
• Promotions director for Business Cluster's Gawad Kalinga Build (Dec)
• Decorations committee head for SOMallville Bazaar (Dec)
• EBlet/Executive Board mentorship program for ASEC (whole sem)
• Struggling ME student (for the next three and a half years)
I was incredibly, incredibly slow during math class today. And I absolutely hate it. I'm trying to tell myself that the fact that I had three meetings lodged in between classes is why I was slow--my brain was elsewhere. I'M HOPING THAT'S THE CASE, and that I'm not completely stupid.
Because I see where it's going. I see where I'm standing. I am dumb by these standards.
And I can't be that. I need high grades this semester.
Sigh. It's only the third day of school and I'm already making excuses.
I'm so tired I resorted to caffeine. I'll sleep first and then wake up at midnight or something to do my math HW and catch the RM and LFC games (happening at the same time! What to do).
• Project manager and Promotions director for Jumpstart! A Study Abroad Fair (Dec-Jan)
• Promotions director for Business Cluster's Gawad Kalinga Build (Dec)
• Decorations committee head for SOMallville Bazaar (Dec)
• EBlet/Executive Board mentorship program for ASEC (whole sem)
• Struggling ME student (for the next three and a half years)
I was incredibly, incredibly slow during math class today. And I absolutely hate it. I'm trying to tell myself that the fact that I had three meetings lodged in between classes is why I was slow--my brain was elsewhere. I'M HOPING THAT'S THE CASE, and that I'm not completely stupid.
Because I see where it's going. I see where I'm standing. I am dumb by these standards.
And I can't be that. I need high grades this semester.
Sigh. It's only the third day of school and I'm already making excuses.
I'm so tired I resorted to caffeine. I'll sleep first and then wake up at midnight or something to do my math HW and catch the RM and LFC games (happening at the same time! What to do).