Colorgenics Test ganked from
angiechild!
Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.
You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).
You have a high opinion of yourself. It is perhaps because of this self-centredness that you become exasperated when you feel that your needs are misinterpreted by those around you. When this happens - and it does quite often - you feel that there is no-one that can understand the way you feel and it is because of this egocentric self that you are quick to take offence (dear quizmaker, are you British?).
You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence (KINDA LIKE THIS TEST, WOO).
At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have unadmitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliche 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?
Lmfao is this test serious. HAHA. Well. Okay. Most of it is kind of iffy though, especially the last. :l I may be stressed, but I feel like I've been doing somewhat pretty okay! I'm not that rejected. And who said my self-contempt is unadmitted? :)) I know better than anyone that everything that's happening right now is my fault, and I totally accept that. Also, YOU go cry alone you bitch :))
BV personality test. Making me more stressed. :)) Or, okay, fine, it's just because I'm grumpy. :P
Seriously though. When a Leo/ESTJ is harassed by life, s/he is HARASSED by life. Phew! The world is not kind. I need to re-take this test when I'm more...uh, myself. :)) Because for 5 minutes I was legit all, "wtf how do I feel harmony with a cube?!"
ps. I should be writing my memoir but meh. The emotions I need have left. 3/5 pages though!
pps. Happier entry tomorrow, maybe, if I have the time. :T I'm not feeling as bad as this test is making it sound like, really. Just. I am rushed. :))