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▌ Day 14 - What you wore today
White Ateneo shirt and gray pants before PE, and gray Ateneo shirt and black pants after PE. |D Mom commented on it when I got home. "You're being overrun by Ateneo shirts." W-WELL SORRY, I only bought the white one because I needed a change of shirt after the higad attack. T_T
Anyway... ah, so much stuff to do. Why am I not working? Why am I not pressured? Pressure is good. It's the only thing that keeps me going. :( If I do not feel the importance of something, it will never get done. Yet I know it's important. So the question remains. Why am I not doing anything? Why am I such a lazy ass all thefreaking time? :(
I got a C in LT5. T_T Such an ugly grade. T_T I'm just. Barely there. Shit. I really, really, really should be doing better. But not only in math. In everything. Need to get good grades early so that I won't die (so much) of stress next sem. Ugh... my body is holding my brain back. Or is this really all I'm capable of...?
SIGH. sdkfhskjdfj. ksljflksdjfkd. Frustration right there. Happiness bye bye.
Priorities? I don't even know which one to prioritize. :(
But...I won my fencing match? :) And I won in cards. :)) And. I'm at episode 2 of Playful Kiss. The girl is so embarrassing!!!!!! dskfjd And really, really quite dumb. I have to keep pausing and headdesking. -_- But it's cute. Story-wise. Acting, meh. |D
White Ateneo shirt and gray pants before PE, and gray Ateneo shirt and black pants after PE. |D Mom commented on it when I got home. "You're being overrun by Ateneo shirts." W-WELL SORRY, I only bought the white one because I needed a change of shirt after the higad attack. T_T
Anyway... ah, so much stuff to do. Why am I not working? Why am I not pressured? Pressure is good. It's the only thing that keeps me going. :( If I do not feel the importance of something, it will never get done. Yet I know it's important. So the question remains. Why am I not doing anything? Why am I such a lazy ass all thefreaking time? :(
I got a C in LT5. T_T Such an ugly grade. T_T I'm just. Barely there. Shit. I really, really, really should be doing better. But not only in math. In everything. Need to get good grades early so that I won't die (so much) of stress next sem. Ugh... my body is holding my brain back. Or is this really all I'm capable of...?
SIGH. sdkfhskjdfj. ksljflksdjfkd. Frustration right there. Happiness bye bye.
Priorities? I don't even know which one to prioritize. :(
But...I won my fencing match? :) And I won in cards. :)) And. I'm at episode 2 of Playful Kiss. The girl is so embarrassing!!!!!! dskfjd And really, really quite dumb. I have to keep pausing and headdesking. -_- But it's cute. Story-wise. Acting, meh. |D