Feb 27, 2008 19:54
"You're noisy, a complainer, mentally and emotionally unstable, a bitch, the nastiest person I've ever met. You're irresponsible and act like a banshee. You can't make up your mind. You make me feel like shit, sometimes, too. And you're stupid, you know that?
So goddamn stupid.
But I never said I didn't like you, did I?
Are you deaf, too? Starting to hear voices in your head? Are you high or something?
I never said I didn't love you.
Fucking hell, I'd be lying through my teeth if I did. You've known that for years.
It's all about you now."
....I don't know why I feel nice because of that. But I do. And I'm in the clouds, and it's amazing. Kind of.
I've been so goddamn insecure about you. You make me so nervous sometimes, and I cry and bitch and never know what to do to fix things. I'm a screw up. But you're here. And suddenly, I'm not anymore.
I don't want to screw us up again. I don't want you to leave like that again.
It's all about you.
Thank you.
Thanks so damn much.
No matter what I say, I've always loved you.
ps. You're the bitch. ♥
love