Jun 14, 2010 22:35
Rona: Believe you'll get along with your prof!
Me: =)) Hopefully.
Rona: WAH, I SAID BELIEVE. =))
Me: HAHAHA, sorry
Rona: C'mon Ria, what happened to optimism =))
Me: It vanished along with my childhood :|
Rona: OYYYYY =)) BE POSITIVE
Me: HAHAHA
Rona: Be positive, because you'll be even more down with the negative!
Me: Eh =)))))) Sorry =)))))
Rona: WHAT SORRY. DO IT. =)) BE POSITIVE COME ON!
Me: HAHAHA =)) I'm just laughing now
Rona: You told me to peptalk you. This is what you get. =))
Me: HAHAHA =))... I was gonna type "sorry" again =))) But yeahhh, that's what I get.
At first I was wondering why I was so down when I'm incredibly, incredibly proud and happy to be where I am, and to be around the people I'm with. I am mentally prepared. I'm not nervous about profs or grades or adjusting... not really. I've never cried about those things while they were trying to scare us about college. I took it in gladly, and everyday, I'm seriously just more excited.
But then I remembered my friends.
Which is why I'm crying a little now, hahaha. But I'll miss them so much.
Of course I'm happy about the new friends I've made, and that Moon is still there, but... Idk, lmao. People like Rona, Ara, Kat... I'll miss the daily hugs, the hallway kisses, being loud and boisterous at 6 in the morning.
You guys better make time for me, haha. Or I'll be mad.
IN OTHER NEWS, SINCE THIS IS PERFECTLY NORMAL. Hello, college life. BRING IT ON.
love,
scary future is scary,
friends,
college,
ateneo