Nov 15, 2008 19:27
Class in Ateneo? Seriously. I was sitting there with my mouth open, and only my hand was moving to speed-copy the notes and hopefully understand them later... but god, what a bummer. Whenever he paused long enough to let my mind wander, I kept going all, "Why did they even pick me for this? I'm not this good in math."
Self-doubt really beats you up. So I'm tired now.
But then again, Japanese class was okay. Head wasn't spinning as much because after Ateneo, I got to go to gramma's house for lunch, and see a cousin visiting from Switzerland that I never remembered seeing (but he still remembers me when I was small). It's cool.
I'll have problems with the YFU08 group meeting this coming weekend, though. So hopefully we can get it moved while not everyone has said yes yet. Life's just... busy these days. So this, plus fair, plus classes... really makes me think, "What the hell did I get myself into?"
I'm gonna beat my teacher up for this.
But anyway, RPing, video games, lots of rest, music... will keep the bad thoughts away.
blegh,
fuck,
orz,
family,
ateneo,
what is this fuckery?,
be strong