Tossing The Line Out To Sea
Well darn.
Something I was supposed to feel good about... somehow made me feel guilty.
Hi tito. Wow, it took me a while to realize it, eh? I'm a bad person... So I'm sorry.
While I'm really thankful that you helped me get the RCE DVD, and I can't wait to watch it--I'll treasure it always--I'm also sorry for "using" you like that. I shouldn't have. In addition, I'm sorry I don't really email often...I don't know what to say or what's going on around there obviously.. and I'm sorry I contacted you out of the blue for this. It looks bad on my part, and I can understand mom getting angry.
I didn't expect you to pay for it, or be able to get it at all. I guess, after some thought, I accepted not getting it anymore. But even if you did, I was, truly and honestly, willing to pay you back. Even if I couldn't right away starving myself in school by not buying lunch was not working. especially since the folks don't give me regular allowance (eh, only when they remember to), I really wanted to pay. Now more than ever. This is making me feel bad, but you bought it already, so I don't know what to do. I expect mom to beat me up for it when she comes back home, though...
But if I don't survive that, I just want to let you know that I'm both really really sorry, and really really thankful. I know I can't prove it, but I'm crying now because I really really mean it.
From Ria.
In other news, they suspended classes, so I'm going to catch up on sleep.
Something I was supposed to feel good about... somehow made me feel guilty.
Hi tito. Wow, it took me a while to realize it, eh? I'm a bad person... So I'm sorry.
While I'm really thankful that you helped me get the RCE DVD, and I can't wait to watch it--I'll treasure it always--I'm also sorry for "using" you like that. I shouldn't have. In addition, I'm sorry I don't really email often...I don't know what to say or what's going on around there obviously.. and I'm sorry I contacted you out of the blue for this. It looks bad on my part, and I can understand mom getting angry.
I didn't expect you to pay for it, or be able to get it at all. I guess, after some thought, I accepted not getting it anymore. But even if you did, I was, truly and honestly, willing to pay you back. Even if I couldn't right away starving myself in school by not buying lunch was not working. especially since the folks don't give me regular allowance (eh, only when they remember to), I really wanted to pay. Now more than ever. This is making me feel bad, but you bought it already, so I don't know what to do. I expect mom to beat me up for it when she comes back home, though...
But if I don't survive that, I just want to let you know that I'm both really really sorry, and really really thankful. I know I can't prove it, but I'm crying now because I really really mean it.
From Ria.
In other news, they suspended classes, so I'm going to catch up on sleep.