the predictability of it all

[aventurine]

it seems that all of my friends are assholes again.

if i knew what were good for me, i'd end this journal like the rest of them and go out and develop real relationships.

i am gatsby with nobody at his funeral.

Comments

[jjjiii]

All of them?

I'll try to do better, if I can. I'm approachable, just talk to me if I've wronged or offended you somehow.

[aventurine]

no, it's not you. it's just the sense that i am the ultimate party-popularity person... that nobody will be there for in the end.

[dannster]

who you callin' an asshole?

....bitch! hehe.

[aventurine]

thanks for admitting you're my friend, at least. ;)

[dilatedeyes]

no. i will go to your funeral, provided i outlive you. if not, then you'll have to go to mine.

i hope you feel better soon, and that people quit being assholes :/

[aventurine]

i would come to yours. i hope it's not some big catholic, affair, though. i don't want anything like that - i want mine to be a nice southern jazz funeral where they carry me down the street and play sad music and everyone walks.