breathless
Disappointment is a child of awareness, and truth, however subjective it may be. Those once thought of as important and wonderful whither with naivete.
There is a feeling rising from deep within me, anxiety, fear, ambition.
In anger I found purpose and passion, in illness I found an identity, but such modes are fruitless and unsatisfying.
Power, unbridled and basic, aesthetic, sexual, glamor, success, will satiate my pangs. In shadow i have festered, bubbled, numbed, paralyzed, yet a swelling Ambition is motivating, invigorating resuscitating. Fixations sometimes destroy or hinder, they provide a distraction, put sometimes we must prolong these and make them ourselves. I don't know when, i dont know how but i know something starting right now, watch and you'll see someday i'll be part of your world.
There is a feeling rising from deep within me, anxiety, fear, ambition.
In anger I found purpose and passion, in illness I found an identity, but such modes are fruitless and unsatisfying.
Power, unbridled and basic, aesthetic, sexual, glamor, success, will satiate my pangs. In shadow i have festered, bubbled, numbed, paralyzed, yet a swelling Ambition is motivating, invigorating resuscitating. Fixations sometimes destroy or hinder, they provide a distraction, put sometimes we must prolong these and make them ourselves. I don't know when, i dont know how but i know something starting right now, watch and you'll see someday i'll be part of your world.