exhilaration mix with the people skunk blazing ...
today i was woken up to erik calling my cell, always a lovely way to start my day. we went to the mall with alex and bought some junk. i finally got a bathing suit, cheep too. alex should of bought the coconut cup, next time haha. erik got some new kicks, i like them. he makes me smile. he was getting so flustered over them, what a story that is. i'll spare you :) we checked out spencers, which never had anything new. but little boys seem to think its funny and i find it amusing to watch them. Erik informed me that hes going to quote unquote " cover my dorm with pshycedelic posters" i swear he really used to be normal. our adventure was cut short because erik had work so i got home and my family was at the mall....lame as hell. so i strutted around in the bathing suit for a bit.
tonight i'm heading over to my little heartbreakers house for a night of smoothies and more girl talk than you ever thought was possible. jugs is even coming, i'm so excited! i'll have to leave early tomorrow morning for its the last day i'll see erik in forever.
i hate vacations :( argh, we'll get to spend the day untill he ditches me for his boyfriend at night. psh... he wont miss me the way i'll miss him. i know that i dont really mean that, you know how i just get. hes leaving soon for good anywho, might as well get used to not seeing him around. sure its an hour away but it already feels like light years away. who goes to college anyway...psh...ditch me why dont you. :) you know you break my heart you punk, i miss you already.
"nobody said it was easy, oh its such a shame for us to part. nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard"
i wanted to go to the beach but he doesnt want to plus the weather is iffy. so i think we're going to new hope for a very very verrrrry good day.
i think i'll continue to smile and be happy and not think about things. tonight i will be with the girls i love the most, and tomorrow the man i love the most. whats so upsetting about that?
peace and love
tonight i'm heading over to my little heartbreakers house for a night of smoothies and more girl talk than you ever thought was possible. jugs is even coming, i'm so excited! i'll have to leave early tomorrow morning for its the last day i'll see erik in forever.
i hate vacations :( argh, we'll get to spend the day untill he ditches me for his boyfriend at night. psh... he wont miss me the way i'll miss him. i know that i dont really mean that, you know how i just get. hes leaving soon for good anywho, might as well get used to not seeing him around. sure its an hour away but it already feels like light years away. who goes to college anyway...psh...ditch me why dont you. :) you know you break my heart you punk, i miss you already.
"nobody said it was easy, oh its such a shame for us to part. nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard"
i wanted to go to the beach but he doesnt want to plus the weather is iffy. so i think we're going to new hope for a very very verrrrry good day.
i think i'll continue to smile and be happy and not think about things. tonight i will be with the girls i love the most, and tomorrow the man i love the most. whats so upsetting about that?
peace and love