the sea is foamy like a bottle of beer

Aug 23, 2007 21:24

who am i? the question i've been asking myself.

i need a band thats willing to just jam to anything, whatever we happen to be feeling that day, from blues, to techno, to jazz metal, to lounge, you get the idea.

for some reason i'm feeling depressed, i guess depressed isn;t really the right word, or maybe it is, or maybe im just being to mellowdramatic, i tend to do that.

hoping for the future:
comics, D&D, music, shows, friends, A NICE GIRL, quit smoking ciggerrettes.

my reasoning for my current unhappiness:
broken ipod meaning i have less "distractions"/(less control of what i listen to) making me focus more on myself and my life, and insted of finding a great joy in it, i feel more confused and discouraged than when i started. life in general seems somewhat like a joke, and pointless, i've turned from faith into mythology, and made myself more agnostic than catholic, i think i need to go on a spiritual journey, but no one has the nessacery tools.

maybe its just now really hitting me
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