DAMNIT!

Aug 30, 2003 01:54

I know she was in there. I just know it!

I'm standing out there in the hall like a maniac, pounding on her door, and she doesn't answer it. She wanted me to think she wasn't home, but I know she was in there. How do I know? The sun was still up. She hasn't set foot out of that apartment in the daytime in, I can't even remember how long. If it wasn't for the barrier spells Willow put up on this place I'd swear she was a vampire. I was really tempted to just kick the damn door down except I didn't want Vi, Chao-Ahn, or especially Rona to poke their heads out into the hall. Actually, now that I think about it, I'm surprised they didn't come out and ask me what the hell I was doing. Maybe they weren't home. In which case, I should've just kicked the damn door down. *sighs*

God, what the hell am I doing? I can't believe I'm behaving this way. I don't know, maybe she is just blowing me off. It's just that I thought we really had... No. This just isn't right. Faith doesn't avoid confrontation, she thrives on it. Something is definitely wrong. I just don't know how to find out what it is, let alone how to help her.
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