History repeats itself.... repeatedly... and not often with humor
Someday I really will harden myself enough so that when people disappoint me that'll be it. Disappointment. I'll stop feeling used, abused, taken advantage of and/or taken for granted.
We were supposed to be switching rooms in my apartment today. I'd be in the smaller room and my three roomies would be in the Master... more room that way. And I certainly don't need that much room. So one of me roomies was supposed to stay and help me move the beds around. I'd do it myself but I don't really need the aggravation of reopening my hand up. And I can't afford to go buy stuff to make sure that it won't reopen. Anyhoo... the roomie was supposed to hang around. And he took off. To hang with his girlfriend. Which is fine... it's all good right? No. Because he told me he'd help... and then spur of the moment... he went with her.
If you want to get out of helping me, then lie. It hurts less, although it does infuriate me.
Someday, I will learn to stop relying on other people. I will learn to stand on my own feet. No crutches.
Of course; knowing myself the way I do I also know that if I ever manage that I'll end up supporting God only knows how many other people. I'm so afraid to die alone usually... but right now I wish that was in my stars.
So... Anyone got some free time this week? Say around Wednesday? And a truck?
Regardless... the bed will get moved before the next weekend.
We were supposed to be switching rooms in my apartment today. I'd be in the smaller room and my three roomies would be in the Master... more room that way. And I certainly don't need that much room. So one of me roomies was supposed to stay and help me move the beds around. I'd do it myself but I don't really need the aggravation of reopening my hand up. And I can't afford to go buy stuff to make sure that it won't reopen. Anyhoo... the roomie was supposed to hang around. And he took off. To hang with his girlfriend. Which is fine... it's all good right? No. Because he told me he'd help... and then spur of the moment... he went with her.
If you want to get out of helping me, then lie. It hurts less, although it does infuriate me.
Someday, I will learn to stop relying on other people. I will learn to stand on my own feet. No crutches.
Of course; knowing myself the way I do I also know that if I ever manage that I'll end up supporting God only knows how many other people. I'm so afraid to die alone usually... but right now I wish that was in my stars.
So... Anyone got some free time this week? Say around Wednesday? And a truck?
Regardless... the bed will get moved before the next weekend.