first entry...

Feb 20, 2005 13:55

first entry,
what to say...

about me...
i'm no one special,
seen by few, loved by little...
yet i'm madly in love with another...

i'm average, i'd say...
no special gifts, not the best at anything...
and one day i'll be forgotten.

but for now,
i guess someone out there cares.
cause you are reading this, after all...

i love music,
it brigns me to life...
poetry too...

i have few friends,
but the ones i have i wouldn't give up for the world...

i hate very little..
and those i do hate,
are little in the eyes of the world...

i've loved another with all my heart,
but never had another love me the same.
i've come to accept my place,
and understand that i'm not perfect...
no matter how hard i try.

some say i have great gifts,

but i just don't see it.
maybe i am blind...

i've been put down a lot in my life,
but somehow i have overcome...
and to think how it breaks my heart,
to know another is so cold-hearted....
to talk about people the way they do,
its sick.

one day,
i might become someone important.
but today its just me,
and that's all...
if you don't like it,
well.. neither do i...

if you have expectations of me.
i'm not the best friend in the world,
but i do my best to make those around me happy.
even though i can't make myself do the same...

i know how rare a good friend is,
i've moved around a lot in my life,
so i should know...

if you don't give up on me,
i won't on you...

i depend on others to make me happy...
i know i shouldn't,
but that's just the way it is.
sometimes people can't change.

if you hurt me,
it's alright...
i'll be find on my own.
but if you hurt one of my friends,
don't expect to get off so easy.

if you got a problem with me,
bring it...
i don't mean to bother anyone,
but i don't take s**t either..
i'm sweet.. and if you really know me, you know i'd do anything for you.. no matter who you are.
i guess you know me better than you did
before you read this...
congrats.

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