Jan 22, 2007 21:41
I love what I feel. This month is one of the most that made me happy. I have my close friends, and now I'm finally moving to a bigger spot. I'm in school, and in work. My schedule for work is really cool.
And now I'm with a person that I've known for eight years. I never thought I would be with this person, but now that I look at it, I was suppose to be with this person all along. That's how I see things, if it's meant to be then it will be, then if it's not, then it's not. I'm pretty guided in a lot of aspecs. Alot of people are watching me, in a good way.
I'm just happy that my circle is finally been complete. I know I still have much to learn and far to go, but at least it's worth waiting for. It has been a rough ride for the last 5 months, and damn those times hurt.
Since I was moving, I found all my old note books from the summer that passed, and damn, I notice that I've became stronger. I'm not saying that nothing can hurt me because I know I can sensitive, but it's just that I've experienced so much as a person. Meeting new people, and just going a lot of places. I've expanding my mind, and I don't have the same mind set as a couple of months ago. For me, Aug-Oct was really rough for me, but then I learned how to bite down on the bullet and take things as they roll. I've learned a lot from people and especially my close friends.
I can't ask for anything more, and now I have to go because the school is closing and I'm tired.
" Brighter days shine for better people, and let the sun rays guide them away from worse days to come."
ChipMunk