Oct 06, 2006 13:38
Just typing to type. I haven't typed anything in a while. My life is getting a little settled now. I'm meeting new people as I go a long. When I went to class yesterday, my teacher was telling us that we should have certain goals in our lives. Something that can steady us, better us, knowing that were striving for something good can make us proud, and when I mean "Us" I mean, as individuals in the world, teenagers, adults, even children, doesn't matter.
I have goals. And Goals are just anything. It can be the littlest thing, but guess what it probably means a lot to you because after you complete that little ass goal, your life just evens out a little bit. It makes you happy doesn't it? Once you completed that one thing? People come to me for advice almost all the time. I'm a person you can talk to about anything, because I'm just cool like that. I'm not mean, I'm not dishonest, I will tell your ass the truth.
I know that I've become much stronger than I was before. I haven't been calling a lot of people. I've been busy with school and work. I only have two days off, and when I do, one is for myself and the other is for friends who I want to hang out with. It's not like I don't want to call anyone anymore it's just I don't have time. I'm glad that people understand too. On the regular note, I'm heading up the city and looking @ art gallerys tomorrow. Well, thats if I have enough time. I've been doing that lately, checking out galleries, and reading more. I just finished up my book like, two days ago. I got my check, but honestly, I can't spend it all.
Damn my hands are cold. My life has improved and my head is always up. If I feel bad about something, either I write about it or call someone to tell them the problem. Mostly, my god mom has been helping me out. She is awesome, I miss her. I've been working on this novel, and I bought a new sketch book. Whoo@ I need to keep up on my drawing, I don't have time to not draw. I still want to have my talent. I just don't want to be one of those people who use to draw and don't draw anymore. Especially if they were good too. That shit, for some reason just pisses me off.
One day, I will, be an art teacher, and have a gallery of my work somewhere. By that time I will be successful, and have my life in order in what I want. I'm just trying to get my goals and everything straghten out now, so later when bigger obstacles come my way, I'm ready for them. I'm up to a point where I can take anything, as much as It could hurt, I have to deal with it. This comes forth with everything. Losing my job, losing close friends, facing unbarable situations (etc..)
I'm glad for these experiences..because I can learn from them and when someone else has the same problem I had, I can be the one to tell them my opinion. I guess you can say, I like being wise...
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