juego
I notice a lot about today. People told me many different things, but I'm not going to get into that right now. I went to work, and worked my usual boring shift. Except it was very slow today, I got a lot done at work, but it was very boring. After I got off work I went home, and I was going to go to take a nap, but I didn't want to. I decided to take a walk around my neighborhood, which I usually I don't do, but I wanted to explore today.
Where I live are a lot of Old Warehouses, and unused railroads. I love it. I took a lot of pictures and listened to a lot of music. I was talking with my god mom for a whole hour, and just walking around. I came across this dead end that had a school in the back of it. It had an amazing soccer field with steps that you can sit on. I sat there for a bit, and I was talking on the phone still. It was relaxing, but the mosquitos were trying to eat me, so I had break outta there.
For the rest of the walk I was enjoying music and scenary. Something that I do best, and take pictures with my phone. The pictures came out great, and beautiful. I took pictures of the railroad tracks, the inside to this warehouse that had school buses in. This one picture I took looked really creepy, but interesting. I also took a picture of this pink flower, I got a good angle and everything. Cool, lol.
This guy tried to pick me up, he said I will give you 100 bucks. He said" I see your a photographer, and I will pay you 100 bucks, and blah blah blah. Basically, I said No, I have a fiancee thats home waiting for me( I wish) and two kids that I have to tend too. He said, yeah, but I want to talk to you and I need your love, please get into the car blah blah blah. I said, no thats okay, I get jobs that pay me 300 a day, blah blah blah. It's a long story, but if your curious, call me and I'll tell you the whole thing. lol. After that chaos, he finally left me alone, and I decided to go home because it was getting late. Next time, I will go exploring again..
"Thinking"
I was thinking about so much shit today. Now, this whole thing on what I'm about to say isn't about school, work, or my love life. It's just something I've been wanting to type for the longest. This is just my mind thinking of all this events in my head.
I notice when my mind thinks, I think about the feelings that are being tide down up there. You know? My brain? I think for a lot of the feelings that we have are sorted out into different piles. Some of the feelings we have that are sorted, don't even have names, they're just called "Other" picture it like that.
Now, we have emotions like " Depressed" "Happy" "Excited" "Over Joyed" "Angry" "Upset" or "Dissapointed." Now, those feelings have a certain instinct of coming out. Sometimes they come out because YOU either are one of those emotions that your feeling or just it comes out because of EVENTS that happen suddenly OR they happen and you don't know why. Like?
Example: When someone does something to get you mad, your going to get mad right? Of course, or
Example: You took a test, but got an average score, but you wanted something higher. Your Dissapointed, even though you passed, you STILL wanted to get that high score.
Getting to the point you feel these emotions because things happen to you, that will get you there.
After your done with getting mad, do you stay stuck on it? Or do you get over it? Some people hold grudges, and some people don't. Now, if people decide to hold grudges (which a lot people do) it builds up what? Anger. Grudges are not good, I don't care what the standard. Life is too short to be holding onto something, NO matter what it is, get over it. Is it helping you? Or is it making you better? I mean what? Honestly, grudges are stupid.
Don't mind me.. I think it's my time to go, I'm heading out, lol.
Where I live are a lot of Old Warehouses, and unused railroads. I love it. I took a lot of pictures and listened to a lot of music. I was talking with my god mom for a whole hour, and just walking around. I came across this dead end that had a school in the back of it. It had an amazing soccer field with steps that you can sit on. I sat there for a bit, and I was talking on the phone still. It was relaxing, but the mosquitos were trying to eat me, so I had break outta there.
For the rest of the walk I was enjoying music and scenary. Something that I do best, and take pictures with my phone. The pictures came out great, and beautiful. I took pictures of the railroad tracks, the inside to this warehouse that had school buses in. This one picture I took looked really creepy, but interesting. I also took a picture of this pink flower, I got a good angle and everything. Cool, lol.
This guy tried to pick me up, he said I will give you 100 bucks. He said" I see your a photographer, and I will pay you 100 bucks, and blah blah blah. Basically, I said No, I have a fiancee thats home waiting for me( I wish) and two kids that I have to tend too. He said, yeah, but I want to talk to you and I need your love, please get into the car blah blah blah. I said, no thats okay, I get jobs that pay me 300 a day, blah blah blah. It's a long story, but if your curious, call me and I'll tell you the whole thing. lol. After that chaos, he finally left me alone, and I decided to go home because it was getting late. Next time, I will go exploring again..
"Thinking"
I was thinking about so much shit today. Now, this whole thing on what I'm about to say isn't about school, work, or my love life. It's just something I've been wanting to type for the longest. This is just my mind thinking of all this events in my head.
I notice when my mind thinks, I think about the feelings that are being tide down up there. You know? My brain? I think for a lot of the feelings that we have are sorted out into different piles. Some of the feelings we have that are sorted, don't even have names, they're just called "Other" picture it like that.
Now, we have emotions like " Depressed" "Happy" "Excited" "Over Joyed" "Angry" "Upset" or "Dissapointed." Now, those feelings have a certain instinct of coming out. Sometimes they come out because YOU either are one of those emotions that your feeling or just it comes out because of EVENTS that happen suddenly OR they happen and you don't know why. Like?
Example: When someone does something to get you mad, your going to get mad right? Of course, or
Example: You took a test, but got an average score, but you wanted something higher. Your Dissapointed, even though you passed, you STILL wanted to get that high score.
Getting to the point you feel these emotions because things happen to you, that will get you there.
After your done with getting mad, do you stay stuck on it? Or do you get over it? Some people hold grudges, and some people don't. Now, if people decide to hold grudges (which a lot people do) it builds up what? Anger. Grudges are not good, I don't care what the standard. Life is too short to be holding onto something, NO matter what it is, get over it. Is it helping you? Or is it making you better? I mean what? Honestly, grudges are stupid.
Don't mind me.. I think it's my time to go, I'm heading out, lol.