HUNGRY FOR THE MEDIA!
eww someone get this muscle head off of me, it's yucky, flakey and he still tried to break me.
Anyways, I felt like typing some random shit that I don't even know what the hell I'm talking about. I'm suppose to be typing up my paper, well, finishing the rest of it, but I'm too fucking mellow right now.
Yesterday, I was at my boyfriends house, we watched this movie called "Equilibrium" and on the title it said, "Forget about the Matrix." Um, yeah, right. Anyways, it was a good movie, but then after that it was sleepy time, and I didn't want to go to sleep. I just felt like I have a lot on my mind. Especially with school on how I already have to make up some classes. I know that things are fixable it's just my mood on things. Sometimes I don't feel like doing it, but then It has to get done or my life will lack. I'm glad I didn't decide to take a year off, even though sometimes I felt like I should have but depending on some people they can do it, and some people can't. Me? I felt like, I have to do this, for my future.
Then sometimes I look at things and wondered, if thats really something that I wanted to do, then I also look at it, and say "Why Not?" I don't want to quit now, I can't quit, I don't want to. I have to keep doing what I do because no one else can help me. Only I can tell myself to do things, what I do is what I do. One thing I can't stand, I don't want anyone telling me what I have to do, that annoys me, like if people want to give me a little bit of advice, thats cool but don't bark orders. I'm hot headed, really hot headed. One thing about me, Im such a procrastinator. I'm a really big one, like I wait until the last minute to do a lot of things. Sometimes I get lucky and the rest of the times suck. I can't do that anymore, if I have a chance, I definatly have to take the chance and knock it out of the way before anything.
My life is constantly turning, and I always have little different obsticles to keep me going in life. Their is always something amusing to it, well to my life. It's not some hard puzzle that I can't possibly figure out. It's certainly not a rubiks cube or some sort of gadget. I just have to keep doing what I do, that is, Go to work, save more money and go to school. I'm getting my permit tomorrow, and then from there I have to start saving.
For my main goals, I need to get a computer and I wanted to start going to the gym to tone up. My mom said she was going to give me this car, but then going by what my mom says, I don't think so. She needs her car, but in the mean time, I'll be saving up for mine then, and if she gives me that car, then I'll just save up more money.
I'll be alright, I always make it no matter how much I have.
Anyways, I felt like typing some random shit that I don't even know what the hell I'm talking about. I'm suppose to be typing up my paper, well, finishing the rest of it, but I'm too fucking mellow right now.
Yesterday, I was at my boyfriends house, we watched this movie called "Equilibrium" and on the title it said, "Forget about the Matrix." Um, yeah, right. Anyways, it was a good movie, but then after that it was sleepy time, and I didn't want to go to sleep. I just felt like I have a lot on my mind. Especially with school on how I already have to make up some classes. I know that things are fixable it's just my mood on things. Sometimes I don't feel like doing it, but then It has to get done or my life will lack. I'm glad I didn't decide to take a year off, even though sometimes I felt like I should have but depending on some people they can do it, and some people can't. Me? I felt like, I have to do this, for my future.
Then sometimes I look at things and wondered, if thats really something that I wanted to do, then I also look at it, and say "Why Not?" I don't want to quit now, I can't quit, I don't want to. I have to keep doing what I do because no one else can help me. Only I can tell myself to do things, what I do is what I do. One thing I can't stand, I don't want anyone telling me what I have to do, that annoys me, like if people want to give me a little bit of advice, thats cool but don't bark orders. I'm hot headed, really hot headed. One thing about me, Im such a procrastinator. I'm a really big one, like I wait until the last minute to do a lot of things. Sometimes I get lucky and the rest of the times suck. I can't do that anymore, if I have a chance, I definatly have to take the chance and knock it out of the way before anything.
My life is constantly turning, and I always have little different obsticles to keep me going in life. Their is always something amusing to it, well to my life. It's not some hard puzzle that I can't possibly figure out. It's certainly not a rubiks cube or some sort of gadget. I just have to keep doing what I do, that is, Go to work, save more money and go to school. I'm getting my permit tomorrow, and then from there I have to start saving.
For my main goals, I need to get a computer and I wanted to start going to the gym to tone up. My mom said she was going to give me this car, but then going by what my mom says, I don't think so. She needs her car, but in the mean time, I'll be saving up for mine then, and if she gives me that car, then I'll just save up more money.
I'll be alright, I always make it no matter how much I have.