Feb 05, 2007 21:02
In my mind I dream to the nearest as possible.
I sting you with my speech, effecting the possible to reach.
Your acceptable to teach me, acceptable to breathe me.
I love you, my twine enemy. I keep you near because you know my kindness is weird.
Too those of too many, I don't snitch on my enemy but they don't know what they do to me. I look up in the sky to see my stars gleaming so fine.
It's been ages since I've been able to think of a good poem, somtimes I think I'm losing my touch, but I always try to keep it up. I don't want to lose my touch in anything. I never wanted to be that person that lost touch for the things I love. I love drawing, and writing. I'm too young to lose touch in that, my mind is too strong to lose the things I love.
I see many visions in people, and maybe I just don't understand them. I had to work the other day, and it came across my co workers mind that she said " You don't pay any bills."
The reason why she said that was because, I begin getting 3 days off, and she asked me what do I do on my days off. Why does she need to know? One thing is, I know I don't pay any bills, well besides one, My phone bill. That's not the point, the point is, everybody else has different responsibilities than I do. My co workers have children and one of them is married and the other one isn't. One of them, has two children, a 17 year old and a 5 yr old. She goes to school full time, cooks, cleans, does laundry blah blah blah. The other one, has a child, works two jobs, and lives by herself making a living. Also, she is a manager and wakes up at early times killing herself doing all these tasks.
Lemme see, my life, I don't have any children, I'm not married, and I damn sure don't live by myself. I only pay one bill, I go to school and I work. I'm saving up for a car, and future shit, like apartment and things to come. I surely don't need anyone hasseling me about not paying bills. I wouldn't mind helping my parents if they ask me for money, it's just the point that they don't need my help, and they know that my money is my money. I do whatever I want with it. I didn't get pregnant at a early age, I always had a good roof over my head. I also never had to start work at a very early age in my life. My first job was when I was 16 and I always had a job since then, if not, then my parents would help me out with money that I needed.
I know that one day I will have children, and a husband. Believe me, I'm taking my time and enjoying my life. That is what 19 is all about, I'm still in the teens even though they say, I'm an adult, but at least I'm not lazy. I keep my shit up, My ego is just big like that. I have a lot of faith in myself and I never want to let myself just slide on by. My heart is big, and my mind is strong.
There is so much to say, but I'm always on the go.
ChipMunk