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i'm REALLY pissed off at myself right now. I'm like mad at Mike for no reason because I feel that he's ruining my life with track. I'm seriously like dying because of it. But i really want to see him everyday. But if i quit I wont be able to talk to him everyday and maybe even not see him at all some weekends. but Mike wants me to do what I like and it's getting in the way of art lessons and guitar lessons. and i want to kill track but i NEED to see Mike everyday. Now im being a bitch to him and telling him hes ruining my life but I dont mean it :( I'm like crying and I dont know what to do. ahhhhhhh I'm so sorry Mike i love you :'(